Saturday, December 25, 2010

I'm Feeling This

Exhaustion. I spent the last two days cooking and baking my little heart out.

Utter joy, which is weird in a way, because I usually don't enjoy Christmas this much. I love being with my family and eating too much good food and talking and laughing and realizing how much I love everyone. I love the pure happiness on the kids' faces.

Sadness. Christmas Eve was not the same without my grandma and grandpa. Not even close. Everyone could feel the emptiness, although we carried on and had a good time anyway.

Anticipation. I have two more celebrations to attend. I am looking forward to them.

Guilt. There are three celebrations that I am not attending this year. I feel really bad about that.

Indigestion. I don't think I can look at another cookie. I need a sugar detox after this.

Love, love, love...

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