Angst

I want to do things that are socially unacceptable.

I want a day with no consequences to my actions.

I want to stand up and say what I really think, no matter what happens.

I don't want to live for other people anymore.

I don't want to hurt anyone.

I want people to understand.

I want it to be okay to feel pleasure, enjoy human connections, experience joy, hold onto it, keep it inside us, go to it whenever we need it, because there is too much shit in this world that can bring us down and we need something, dammit.

I want all that without guilt attached.