Searching for the Good

-Grace has been sleeping in her own bed, of her own free will, out of nowhere, without any struggle, for the past week.

-Yesterday I took the day off work, went shopping by myself for an outfit to wear to my grandma's funeral, and came home to a sparkling clean house. My husband rocks.

-I just had to buy new shoes as well, because my feet recently grew a size. I found some really cute flats on clearance for $17.99.

-I have now lost five pounds.

-Started taking Vitamin D to treat my terrible deficiency. This could explain a lot (or all) of my symptoms. Excited to see if it works.

-At the same time, they have recently installed electrical filters in the English room. The first day, I noticed that the air felt lighter, and I felt better, but not sure if it was just my imagination or not.

-On the road to finding health, balance, and inner peace?

-Dealing with my grandmother's death quite well so far. Or else I am just in shock. I just feel tremendous relief that she is no longer suffering, and her slow, painful, agonizing-for-everyone-involved death is over. I think it will hit me after today's funeral that she is really gone, and I can never pick up my phone and call her again.

-I have the greatest support system of family and friends that anyone could ever ask for. I have to remember that I am far from alone.