I keep seeing that picture of my grandma making lefse, and the smile on her face.
Naturally, I can't help but feel terribly guilty that I didn't see her or talk to her very often. I hope she knew how much I loved her.
I took a nap late this afternoon and slept until 8pm. My whole body is exhausted.
Just waiting for my step-aunt to die from cancer. Everyone is just waiting...
The other day somebody drove by my house dressed up like a cow.
My last day of school was yesterday. I was in anguish, tired, irritable, yet elated, laughing, and extremely emotional. I miss those kids already.
Todd's class reunion is next weekend and we are actually going this time. I got to buy a new dress...very pretty. I also had to buy some new bras. The kids helped me pick some out. Grace picked one out for herself that she can wear, "when I get bigger and have big boobies." She cried when I didn't let her buy it.
I have an article I'm supposed to be working on and it's not working out. It's not going to work out either. Nobody is getting back to me with the information I need, and I lack the capacity to give a shit right now.
Will I sleep tonight?
How much more can we handle?
Escaping with my writing, as usual. And a good book.
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